I have started this week with somehow more zen feeling. I did not slept much during the weekend, and yesterday evening when I got back home from shoot, I almost fainted several times. And there I was last night lying on the kitchen floor around 2 am… My dog hurt his leg few days ago, and he was feeling sick too, he was lying beside me. So there we were, both little sick. And billion thoughts went on and on in my head…
But, I got an epiphany😉 Or I got many of those… one regarding my career and passion for photography, but it fits in all aspects of my life. And I think that has been keeping me so down for most of this year. And I think it has been my flaw all my life. ( I have probably mentioned this before😀 ) I have to let lose! Not to care so much what others are thinking of me. If someone don`t like me, it is their choice. And related to this… which is somewhat controversial for me… I don`t have to always be the kind one and forgive and forget. If someone treats me badly, I am aloud to get mad or sad. If I am always apologizing and being scared, I will fade away. I will lose me. And I am not saying that I just stop being kind, and turn into monster but hey, you know my point❤
So that was me, mumbling nonsense again😀 But hey, weekend was still pretty awesome, shoots went well, weather was great and I just felt that I was doing exactly what I want to do❤ I hope your weekend were good too!